connect the dots

i'm overwhelmed. rather than try to put a cohesive and fluid post together, here are the bullet points.

• as much as i hate it when people try to tell me what to do, sometimes i wish someone would just tell me what to do.
• my husband read my blog last night.
• i freaked out a little.
• he tried to say something like, "well total strangers read your blog ... i'm your husband ..." actually, he did say that
• i said, when a total stranger reads my blog and gets hurt or mad at me, they're in Pennsylvania, not my bedroom.
• point taken.
• i have an interview on tuesday am with an attorney who wants to pay me twice what i'm making now ... to do what exactly?
• i plan to find out.
• friday, i told managers at my current job that i'm probably going to take another job offer soon.
• and, um, could they give me a reference?
• and they did. really good ones.
• they were sad for themselves and still happy for me, like i'd won the lottery.
• that almost made me cry.
• this is business, how can i cry?
• so i've made lasting friends at my job. that's nice to know.
• i have a rash on my legs that usually signals me that my circuits are overloaded and my chemicals are un-balancing.
• this scares me.
• i didn't go to church today and i don't feel bad or guilty. some things i missed. others i was avoiding.
• in my soccer game yesterday i blocked a shot on goal with my right eye that now looks like it has a very bad make-up job.
• not black, just blood red along the edge of my lid where the liner usually goes.
• yesterday my fortune cookie said: your courage will soon reap for you great rewards.